sundeep says part II

baljeet purewal

i need some meaning i can memorize/not these little phrases slit my mind/i need some answers to the questions that arise/i need to derive from life that shine/that young people are meant to have/no longer do I wish to pine/for all those things that will never be mine. cuz it seems that everyone's going to be fine/but i'm going to still be wasting my time/seated in wishful shrine/and when everyone turns right/i will be forced left/will i forever be like this?/worried outta my mind/headed for destruction/writing my feelings away on paper/though it doesn't soothe the pain/cuz frequently the words cannot yield my true emotions/how in my head do i create these notions/that everything is going to be wonderful in the end/when everything does nothing but worsen